Life is like a photograph waiting to be taken. Each moment is a scene to be savored, captured. The mind's eye needs to open itself to the possibilities of the simple moments and take them and live them because once a moment is gone, it never returns.
For the last year, God's hand has been teaching me about contentment; accepting the life He has given me and going beyond that to live it, enjoy it, make the most of it. The funny thing is I got to a point where I thought, "I have got this one down, discontentment is no longer a problem for me." And guess what? I was wrong. I find myself, once again, in waist-deep sadness, fear and boredom. Constantly waiting for something to change so that I can be happy. Well, guess what? Things aren't changing and I AM NOT HAPPY!
This morning I took out my journal and spilled my thoughts and my feelings all over it's pages; there were lots of words and many of them were ugly. But, I believe in honesty, especially with God. The funny thing is that looking squarely at my reality I realize that it is not so bad after all. God has truly blessed me and given me a sweet life. But I have allowed myself to feast on the bitter fruit that life offers instead of the bowl of honey sitting right in front of me.
Yesterday, I posted a picture of a dragonfly. I took it last weekend while I was hiking with my kids. The bug was nice enough to land on a piece of tangled chain-link fence for about 30 seconds, giving me just enough time to snap a lovely photograph of him before he flitted away. You know, there is nothing that I can do to ever create an image like that again. All of my attempts to compose that same picture will be of no avail. I had to grab it when it passed through my life; capturing a moment on film so simple yet so full of beauty. Like I said, life is like a photograph waiting to be taken. Moments in time to be captured or ignored. But if captured, that memory can be framed and placed on the mantle for all to enjoy, a gentle reminder that life's moment only last for a second and I can not continue to let them get away!
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Mrs. M-mv has a nice post about not allowing the little things in life bury us, because as you know, "It's. Just. Not. That. Hard!"
Enjoy your weekend, ladies!
Friday, September 16, 2005
Life is like a photograph waiting to be taken...
Posted by Randi at 6:41 AM
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